Life Report (Dec 2023-Jan 2024)

It has been a long fucking month. Let me tell you all about it.

The last time we spoke was when I told you that my husband is in love with another woman. That has been going well. They are still very much in love, and we are also still very much in love.

But that doesn’t mean I have been free of torrential emotional storm for other reasons. I have been rapid cycling (a bipolar thing). I have been dealing with the most acute case of generational trauma I’ve experienced so far in my life. I have gone through a pregnancy scare. Just to name a few.

There were moments where I couldn’t even feel my body. I was dissociating from my reality most of the time because it was unbearable to stay in my body.

I want to share the most intimate details with you and unravel some of the ways they inform where I am right now.